Sorry iv been away. Iv been trying to settle in to work , by the time i come home im usually shattered. I went to spin class today and exercised on the crosstrainer for an hour monday so my legs are feeling pretty naff. My boyfriend pretty much broke up with me. Being the narcassist he is . Its all my fault.
Im also in the middle of a kidney infection or possible kidney stones , probably from the starve binge cycleeeee. And i have been waiting to get more antibiotics because the first lot didnt worrrrk.
I have to cancel a trip i booked for me and the ex b for his birthday so will most likely lose £200 . Im feeling low . Shit . Upset and pretty worthless. Like i actually dont think iv ever his rock bottom like this . Im really struggling. I just want ana to cradle me and not let anyone else in ever again.
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